Either I really overdid it at the gym tonight (ran another mile straight - and under a 9-minute pace this time!), or AF is going to show tomorrow. Based on the cramping I'm having, I'm guessing it's the latter. Typically though, I don't start cramping until AF shows so who knows. My temps have been really high the past few days but that doesn't mean too incredibly much. With my luck, I'll probably have a temp of 97.52 tomorrow which is quite indicative of AF.
*sigh*
Bring on C18 and more Clomid, ultrasounds, and Mucinex. I honestly don't know how much more of this I can take. Before it never really bothered me that much that we weren't getting pregnant cuz with Hubby's work schedule, it was luck if we even got to BD anywhere near O time. Now though, we've had perfect timing the past 3 months and nothing to show for it. It sucks!! I totally understand how all the Web.MD ladies feel when AF shows. After being so hopeful, this completely takes any joy out of even TTC. Plus, add to it that April will be my last shot in the dark with my current doctor, and then we'll be in Colorado and have to start everything all over again. How sucky is that?? Another few months of waiting and more months of BFNs.
Wow, I'm depressing. I think I'm going to bed soon. Maybe I'll wake up and not be such a Downer Debbie.
IF just sucks. That's all there is to it. Oh, and I despise the month of March now because it marks the anniversary of when Hubby and I decided to TTC.
Okay, now I'm done.
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Funny clip
Or at least I think it is...
But before I get to it, here's a quick update:
Yesterday's EGD went really well. The doctor that I had is one of the best at our clinic, and he had a great bedside manner. Right before they decided to give me the sedation medications, he decided to do a second procedure since I'd be out anyways and then he'd have a look from both ends. Needless to say, I got 2 procedures done complete with biopsies from both. I won't have the biopsy results for probably 2 weeks though (right before we move...how nice!), but I'm hoping they come in sooner. Long story short, I slept away the day and didn't eat too much.
This morning, my temp jumped up a little more (up to 98.54), so I again P'dOAS and got another BFN. 15 DPO and a BFN. The longest LP I've had was 17 days, so I'm going to test again tomorrow if my temp is still up there. Thursday I'll be at my parents, so I won't be testing then. So now I'm in limbo until either I get my BFP or AF shows her face. Ugh...
But onto the video. I taped my basset hound "running" through the snow drifts in our backyard last week. It's hard to believe that earlier that week, we had green grass showing and now we're back to stupid white stuff. The clip is really short (4 seconds I think), but I find it absolutely hilarious to see his ears flop around as he plows through drifts that are way deeper than he is tall!!
But before I get to it, here's a quick update:
Yesterday's EGD went really well. The doctor that I had is one of the best at our clinic, and he had a great bedside manner. Right before they decided to give me the sedation medications, he decided to do a second procedure since I'd be out anyways and then he'd have a look from both ends. Needless to say, I got 2 procedures done complete with biopsies from both. I won't have the biopsy results for probably 2 weeks though (right before we move...how nice!), but I'm hoping they come in sooner. Long story short, I slept away the day and didn't eat too much.
This morning, my temp jumped up a little more (up to 98.54), so I again P'dOAS and got another BFN. 15 DPO and a BFN. The longest LP I've had was 17 days, so I'm going to test again tomorrow if my temp is still up there. Thursday I'll be at my parents, so I won't be testing then. So now I'm in limbo until either I get my BFP or AF shows her face. Ugh...
But onto the video. I taped my basset hound "running" through the snow drifts in our backyard last week. It's hard to believe that earlier that week, we had green grass showing and now we're back to stupid white stuff. The clip is really short (4 seconds I think), but I find it absolutely hilarious to see his ears flop around as he plows through drifts that are way deeper than he is tall!!
Monday, March 30, 2009
BFN once again
14 DPO today.
Temp went up a little (.02 - still very high for this point in my cycle).
I POAS again.
And again, get 1 lonely pink line.
Another BFN.
And I can't eat breakfast.
Could this day get any better?
Honestly.
Temp went up a little (.02 - still very high for this point in my cycle).
I POAS again.
And again, get 1 lonely pink line.
Another BFN.
And I can't eat breakfast.
Could this day get any better?
Honestly.
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