Thursday, October 15, 2009

Over the Top!





Thanks for the nomination ladies!  You guys are the bestest!





The ever wonderful rules of this award:
  1. You can only use one word.
  2. Pass this along to six of your favorite bloggers.
  3. Alert them that you have given them this award.
  4. Most important - Have fun!!
The Fun Part:
  1. Where is your cell phone? pocket
  2. Your hair? straight
  3. Your mother? vocal
  4. Your father?  workaholic
  5. Your favorite food? Italian
  6. Your dream last night? unremarkable
  7. Your favorite drink? water
  8. Your dream/goal? contentment
  9. What room are you in? office
  10. Your hobby? baking
  11. Your fear? failure
  12. Where do you want to be in six years?  home
  13. Where were you last night?  church
  14. Something that you aren't?  messy
  15. Muffins? blueberry
  16. Wish list item? job
  17. Where did you grow up? D.ol.an.d
  18. Last thing you did? type
  19. What are you wearing? PJs
  20. Your TV? beast
  21. Your pets? entertaining
  22. Friends? unforgetable
  23. Your life? monotonous
  24. Your mood? positive
  25. Missing someone? families
  26. Vehicle? fixed!
  27. Something you're not wearing? pants  (I'm wearing shorts, just to clarify.  I don't stroll around the house naked...I promise!)
  28. Your favorite store? BestBuy
  29. Your favorite color? blue
  30. Last time you laughed? yesterday
  31. Last time you cried?  forever
  32. Your best friend?  M
  33. One place that you go over and over? church
  34. One person who emails you regularly? Rae
  35. Favorite place to eat? B-dubbs
Since almost everyone's already received this award, it makes it a little harder to pass it along to 6 people.  So, like everyone else did, if you haven't already been nominated for this, consider yourself officially nominated.  Feel free to steal this and post it on your blog!

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

boring...

That's been the story of my life the past couple of weeks.  Having surgery severely limited me to what I can and can't do and it's driving me bonkers!  I hate the fact that we have a yard full of leaves, but I can't rake them.  I can't pull my near-dead flowers out of the flower gardens.  I can't take the laundry up or down the stairs.  I can't clean the aquariums by myself.  There's not too much I can do.  It's ridiculous!!

My poor little car was the chew toy for our local squirrels.  Thank goodness I was referred to an amazing transmission shop.  Long story short, they had to replace a wiring harness and the oxygen sensor.  The great part:  I got it all taken care of in just a few short days and for a fraction of what F.ire.st.on.e would have charged me.  Plus, the guys at the place are just a great group to deal with.  They're thorough and fast, but provide quality service at a fraction of the price.  They'll definitely be my go-to place if we have any other car problems.

This past weekend we have insanely crazy Colorado weather.  Granted, I should be used to it after living in NoDak, but honestly, it was still a shocker.  Last week, we had mid-70s.  By the weekend, we were lucky to see highs in the upper 20s.  Not to mention the crazy freezing fog, snow, and poor visibility.  There were so many accidents on the interstate and surrounding roads.  They even had to close part of the interstate due to super icy conditions!  Now today, we're expecting highs in the 50s!  I thought the Dakota's had rapid weather changes.  I think Colorado tops it. 

As for the TTC front...yeah that's been non-existant.  According to my temps, I've already O'd and AF should be arriving next week sometime.  I guess that's a good thing in a way.  I have my post-op appointment next week and then will most likely be starting Fe.mar.a.  The more I think about the left tube issues, the more I almost wonder if she had the same issue that the doctor had when I had my HSG.  The first time, he didn't get the balloon in far enough and only my right tube filled and spilled.  The second time around, he got it in far enough and then the left filled up just fine.  I almost wonder if she didn't get the balloon in far enough or whatnot.  I plan on bringing it up with her then.

The more Hubby and I discussed doing IVF, the more at peace I feel with it.  Yeah, that's going to mean a lot of time on the roads driving to Texas, but I really don't feel depressed or upset with it.  It's almost like I somehow knew it would come down to that.  Almost like I expected it, even though I held out hope that the Lap would magically make me super-fertile myrtle.  This whole TTC/IF journey has changed me, but I think it's in a good way.  I'm not bitter; I'm not angry; I'm not in denial.  I'm comfortable with the choice we've made.  It's another step in the right direction, and I'm actually excited for it.

Thursday, October 1, 2009

slight correction

In my last post, I listed that our tentative diagnosis is Tubal IF.  It's actually Tubal Factor IF.  Either way, it means that my tubes don't work properly which is a cause for IF.  Sorry if I confused anyone. 

And I do plan to ask Dr. M about the left tube blockage/open thing.  Hopefully she can explain it to us cuz I'm a little confused by it all.

For now though, Hubby and I are weighing our options and seeing if we can financially do a military-clinic IVF program.  I'd love to get started on one right away, but with me not working at the moment, finances are a little tighter around the place.  Hubby made a suggestion to set up a separate "baby-stuff" savings account.  I'm sure by the time we could see the doctor, the fund would have at least a good start to it.

So many decisions...